The important thing is always to learn. It doesn't matter what you're reading, what you're doing, as long as you're learning. Life is made up of stories, so always make sure to take stock of everything around you, and anything interesting that happens. It may someday make for a good story. But if it doesn't, it was still a learning experience. So go out, learn, live, and make a story worth telling.
Both physically and mentally craptacular today. I’ve been a bit of a liar lately, too. I keep saying I’ll do something, and instead I sleep, or something else equally lazy. I’m starting to get sick of myself. I can’t seem to motivate myself to save my life. Tomorrow I go to Jim’s, and I’m hoping that’ll help a little. I’ve been skipping showers, skipping meals, and just sleeping lately. It’s gotta be the most unhealthy thing I’ve ever done, all this sleeping. I haven’t walked around the block in awhile (I keep saying it’s too cold), and I haven’t played DDR in ages (I keep saying my legs hurt too much). I just… I don’t know what to do about this. I’m afraid to get the job as park manager because of how bad I feel. I want to try for Social Security until I start feeling more human, but my mom says I need to get a job. I can’t get a job, though, until I’m healthier, and I can’t figure out how to motivate myself into getting healthier. Even Wright State wouldn’t help right now. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I have no marketable skills, and I’m not even sure I could do school work, were I to go back. My life’s just messed up lately.
