The important thing is always to learn. It doesn't matter what you're reading, what you're doing, as long as you're learning. Life is made up of stories, so always make sure to take stock of everything around you, and anything interesting that happens. It may someday make for a good story. But if it doesn't, it was still a learning experience. So go out, learn, live, and make a story worth telling.
I’m not completely sure why, but right now I feel drugged-sleepy. You know the feeling, like you just chugged a bottle of NyQuil? The thing is, I haven’t taken anything that would cause that effect. All I’ve had so far today was my morning Lithium, Ibuprofen, and some Rite Aide brand Midol. Would any of those cause me to be this sleepy?
Still haven’t figured out how to get more readership for my blog. Maybe if I updated more? I dunno.
So. Fucking. Sleepy…
My birthday’s in two weeks. I’ll be 25. It feels weird, like that’s so incredibly old. I’m definitely not where I thought I would be by now. I figured I’d either be graduated from college with a good job that I liked, or at least still in college, going for a high-up degree. I never thought I’d be unemployed, as fat as ever, and living with my boyfriend. I thought I would’ve made something, anything of myself by now. I’m a high school drop out, a college drop out, and an unemployed dumbass. Fuck everything. I don’t even know if I’ll ever make it back to college at this rate. I owe at least $12,000 to Wright State before I can even go back, and I owe about $80,000 in general. That’s pretty fucking far into debt. Most of it’s from school and hospital bills. That’s what I get for being poor and crazy, I guess.
