The important thing is always to learn. It doesn't matter what you're reading, what you're doing, as long as you're learning. Life is made up of stories, so always make sure to take stock of everything around you, and anything interesting that happens. It may someday make for a good story. But if it doesn't, it was still a learning experience. So go out, learn, live, and make a story worth telling.
For once in my life, I’m going to fight tooth and nail for what I want. I am sick to death of just lying down and taking it. I am not supposed to be like that, never was. I have too much spirit to just let it wither away like that. Also, I’m a born people person. I know what needs to be said.
For those of you who are confused (which is everybody), let me bring you up to date. As I mentioned before, Jim and I broke up last Saturday. Well, he’s already got himself a girlfriend, so that meant I didn’t have to feel guilty about wanting to date Ben. So I’ve been talking with Ben, and it finally came out that I wanted to date him. He turned me down. He said it was because he needed someone more stable than him to talk him out of his depressive states.
Who better than me for something like that, right? I mean, gods, how many times have I talked Karyn off the proverbial ledge? Or countless other friends. I am strong for everybody that I love. Far stronger than I am for myself. I am the doctor that can cure everyone’s heart but my own. I am strong. I AM STRONG! And I will keep being strong until he pays attention. I’m half tempted to get recommendations from all the people I’ve helped over the years. ^_^ You can’t ignore that much fact staring you in the face.
