The important thing is always to learn. It doesn't matter what you're reading, what you're doing, as long as you're learning. Life is made up of stories, so always make sure to take stock of everything around you, and anything interesting that happens. It may someday make for a good story. But if it doesn't, it was still a learning experience. So go out, learn, live, and make a story worth telling.
I’m not exactly feeling my best right now. I dunno, maybe my heart isn’t completely healed yet. As enlightened as a person can be, they’re still a person, and thus suffer and rejoice in human emotions. I think I might be feeling lonely. I’m back to being the only single person in my immediate group of friends. I thought it wouldn’t bother me, and on most levels, it doesn’t. I just start feeling a little sad and lonely at times, is all. Maybe it’s still just wishful thinking on my part. I really had been hoping that Ben would like me back. I mean, it seemed like he was flirting with me those days leading up to it. I dunno. *shrugs* I can’t change a person’s mind for them, and if they were that weak-willed, I wouldn’t want them in the first place.
I joined this one website, soulgeek.com, on a whim. I thought maybe meeting new people would help a bit. But I haven’t really gotten much attention on there yet. A bit disheartening, really. I always thought single, female geeks were in high demand. *shrugs* Maybe not as high a demand as I thought.
