The important thing is always to learn. It doesn't matter what you're reading, what you're doing, as long as you're learning. Life is made up of stories, so always make sure to take stock of everything around you, and anything interesting that happens. It may someday make for a good story. But if it doesn't, it was still a learning experience. So go out, learn, live, and make a story worth telling.
I am pathetic. Completely, totally, absolutely, utterly pathetic. I should never listen to my heart. I mean, look at the horrible places it’s led me before: Baltes, RapistMatt, Jim… So why, oh why, can I not stop listening? I mean seriously, listening to that damn skip has led to my doom once before (Baltes). Why would I ever be stupid enough to listen to it again? I wish I could cut the traitorous thing out, so I’d be done with it. Nothing goes the way I want it to, ever. I’m going to be homeless in a few days, which means I’m stuck moving in with my fuckhead step-dad. Everything in my life sucks as much as possible and then some. So why, oh why, did I think my love life would be any different? I wish I could stop loving, I really do. I mean, friend love or family love is okay, but romantic love should be right out. No more pain, no more heartbreak. Gods, I’m so fucking pathetic.
