The important thing is always to learn. It doesn't matter what you're reading, what you're doing, as long as you're learning. Life is made up of stories, so always make sure to take stock of everything around you, and anything interesting that happens. It may someday make for a good story. But if it doesn't, it was still a learning experience. So go out, learn, live, and make a story worth telling.
So, as you may have noticed, I’m currently online. Thankfully, Aaron has been letting me stay at his place occasionally for the price of gas money to get me and drop me off again.
A lot has been happening lately, and for once there are more than a few bits that I’m not going to share. I’m learning that some things are better when you keep them to yourself. Don’t cheapen the memory by sharing it. Etc…
In insanity news, I’m still working on getting SS. My therapist is pretty cool, and my shrink said she’d tell SS that I couldn’t work. I’ll still probably end up having to get a lawyer, but at least it’s a start. Also, I got diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Fun, no? But yeah, getting that stuff under control.
Quite lonely, but at least I have my Dayton trips. Got kinda desperate a few months back, procured a fuckbuddy. It kinda messed me up good, because it seems I can’t have sex with a guy I’m not attracted to. -_-; Gonna try and be better to myself from now on, only have valid relationships and such. Have my sights set on someone, but it’s a bit complicated. If it pans out, great; if it doesn’t, he’s still a pretty awesome friend. Even if he did keep throwing me into the lava.
I’m actually feeling really good. I spent the weekend at my friend Will’s place, hanging with him and Brad and quite a few other awesome peoples. I didn’t realize just how much I missed Will and Brad until I finally had the chance to really hang with them again (it’s been a few years). That stay helped so much, methinks. Also found a few new favorite board games. Oh, and must read Order Of The Stick soon. The strips I read were hilarious. ^_^
All in all, maybe everything happening really was supposed to happen. And the new thing is, I think I’m fine with that.
